This is my "Journal Title"

I cant wait till this surgery is over and Im done with the therapy. I feel like Im not doing anything with my life! UGH!

It was really cool.. I didnt get to talk to him or anything but it was really cool to see him speak about something that he really cares about. You can just tell that hes really sincere and humble. Hes just really cool and seems like something that I could just talk to.. if it wasnt for the fact that if I EVER got that opportunity I would hyperventilate and not be able to actually say anything.. but thats besides the point! Anyway, I feel really motivated to make sure that I do something to help people.. I mean I knew I wanted to help people but now I feel like I have a little bit more of a direction. Because before I really wanted to be a writer and stuff but I realized today that even if I were to just help out with a local organization and help them produce videos or whatever I would be really happy with that. So it's cool.. I still feel a little lost but like Im kinda finding my way.

I really wish I could have met him but thats ok. He showed a clip from Business Ethics which airs next thursday so its cool cuz I can relax now until it airs! He just really is a cool person and I really admire him. Even more so now.

(another drabble i created for the JAM free drabble-a-thon)

"The Search for Good DNA"
Dwight's first girlfriend was in 10th grade. He thought she was tolerable. She had pretty brown hair and soft blue eyes. The problem with her was that she was weak. Whenever Dwight would give her constructive criticisms, she would cry. This irritated Dwight to no end, he liked his women strong. If he was going to reproduce, he didn't want DNA that contained overly emotional genes to coincide with the superior Schrute DNA. He remained in a relationship with her for about 2 months until he could not make any more excuses and decided to just tell her thr truth... she of course cried....

Dwight's second girlfriend came into his life a little after high school. He met her at a farmer's market. She met everything on his checklist: creamy skin, straight teeth, curly hair, and amazing breasts for his children. After 2 weeks of dating, Dwight had some suspicions about her loyalty, and Dwight is all about loyalty. He made excuses for her behavior, until one day he couldn't deny it any longer: he used his authority as a volunteer sheriff's deputy and went into heavy surveillance. As it turned out, she was cheating on him with serveral other guys, including a man  she claimed to be her "husband."

Dwight finally decided that other humans were just not as evolved as Schrutes and gave up on the hope of reproducing and gracing the earth with more Schrutes just incase the cylons ever did try to take over the planet.

And then Dwight met Angela. He didn't like her much at first. She didn't meet any of the requirements on his checklist and would continuously argue with him about who was the safety officer. One day at work, Angela came in 5 minutes late. Dwight of course confronted her on the matter. She made up some excuse about her cat not feeling well. The whole day passed and Dwight couldn't stop looking at her in irritation. When Dwight got home that day, he felt off balance. He tried heavy meditation like his Sensei taught him but all he could think about was Angela and how upset he was at her for being late. A week went by and Dwight still coudn't figure out why he couldn't stop thinking about Angela. He made excuses, saying he was just upset that someone who he thought was passionate about work could come in late because of their cat.

The next day, Dwight was sitting at his desk thinking about Angela: yes, she didn't meet the requirements on his list, yes, he found her to be difficult, she would always challange his authority and was often disrespctful to Michael. But as he watched her diligently working he realized something he could make no excuses for: she was the most perfect women he has ever met.

( a drabble i wrote for Nobody's Business (But the People Involved) JAM-Free Drabble-A-Thon)
It was just another day for Angela. Kevin finished off his party size bag of M&M's before lunch ( she made a note to teach him about gluttony ), Oscar was busy pretending to look "busy", and she was stuck doing about 90% of the work.


1:30 came and Angela went to take her lunch break. She was sitting alone in the break room enjoying her cauliflower and baked potato when Dwight walked in, looked at her and walked right back out. He had been doing this for a while now so Angela didn't think much of it. Earlier in the week, Dwight walked in and sat down across from her. After she greeted him, Dwight just looked at her and then suddenly got a page and left the the room abruptly. As Angela was finishing her lunch Dwight came back in the room.

"Hello Angela."

"Hello Dwight."

"Did you enjoy your lunch?"

"Yes I did, thank you."

"That's good..." Dwight continued to look at her a few moments more and then continued on to the vending machine. Assuming their conversation was over, Angela threw her trash away and was about to leave when Dwight continued, "I was wondering if you weren't busy on Friday if you would like to accompany me to a vegetarian restaurant. It just opened and I was originally going to go with my cousin Mose, but then I realized that you would appreciate the vegetables the way they should be appreciated so I was just wonder.."

"Yes." Angela wasn't entirely sure what was going on, but decided she made the right choice based on the small smile that appeared on Dwight's face.

"Okay, then we can just continue this discussion after working hours. I won't detain you any longer."

(I own nothing that had anything to do with The Office except for the DVDs that I purchased at full price and my Dwight bobble head. This is my 1st fic.. hope it's not completely horrible. I love Dwangela!)

RESOLVING CONFLICTS

Dwight and Angela's relationship started out simple enough. Usually it would be dinner and a show (either Battlestar Galactica or Lost), followed by severe petting and nuzzling. But on one particular Friday night, after a nice romantic dinner (Beet wine included), Dwight asked Angela if she would be interested in watching his Paintball Tournament on Sunday. Angela, repulsed at the thought of middle aged men running around hitting each other with paint pellets on the day of rest, told him that she did not wish to involve herself in such idiotic and disrespectful behavior. Hurt by her reaction, and angered by his proposal, that night ended without so much as a hand shake.

When Angela arrived home that evening, she couldn't stop wondering how such a wonderful night could have turned out so bad. She had even brought pictures of Sprinkles to show to Dwight. Feeling remorse, she decided that she would go back to the farm tomorrow and explain to him in a more polite manner why she diasagreed with such useless violent behavior.

After many attempts of trying to fall asleep, Angela realized that it was already 6 am. Knowing that Dwight would be awake at this time, she got ready and headed over to Schrute Farm.

When she arrived, she noticed that Dwight wasn't working out in the fields. Instead, Dwight, with his bright orange skull cap on, was running around and jumping and hiding behind trees. Intrigued, Angela sat on the porch and watched him. As he got closer, she noticed that he was carrying something in his hands. Darting back and forth between bushes and trees, Angela couldn't help but notice how smooth and precise his movements were. Curious as to what he was doing, but not wanting to disturb him, Angela decided to get a closer look. Getting of the porch, she moved quietly towards him. As she approached, she noticed that he began to move at a more rapid pace. Trying to keep up with him but failing, she found herself alone in the small wooded area. Finally, noticing the cool crisp morning air, she hugged her jacket closer to herself, put her hood on and began to walk back to the house. After a few steps, she had the sensation of someone watching her. Looking around, she didn't see anyone but that only frightened her more. Breaking into a jog, she headed for the house at a faster pace. She could already see the clearing when all of a sudden she was grabbed from behind and pushed up against a tree. Her assailant turned her around quickly and she discoverd that it was Dwight. Overwhelemed with adrenaline and breathing hard, she tried to calm herself down. She noticed the he had taken his hat off and that his hair was sticking up in all directions, and that he had a crazy look in his eyes. As she tried to move, she realized just HOW close he was to her. He didn't say anything just continued to look down at her. She could feel his body pressed up against hers and his warmth radiating through his clothes. She told herself that she should move, but for some reason her body wasn't moving. She enjoyed the feeling of his entire weight pressed up against her. Without knowing what she was really doing, Angela pulled Dwight down by his collar and kissed him roughly. She couldn't stop thinking of how strong he was as he picked her up and wrapped her legs around his waist. Running her hands through his hair, she realized just how much she cared for him. And if running around shooting paint pellets at other people where one of his hobbies, she decided that she could learn to love it too. (Besides, she was already enjoying one of the benefits of him engaging in outdoor activities)